Standing in the Dark

Released: March 1, 2025
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October-December 1987 · Complete

This wasn’t the way it was supposed to happen…

When intelligence operatives Lee Stetson and Amanda King got secretly married, it was supposed to be nothing more than a temporary measure. They’d intended all along to let their jobs, their loved ones, and their friends know…at the right time, and in the right way.

But then an unexpected tragedy strikes the nascent family. Instead of announcing their good news, Lee and Amanda find themselves facing not only their own grief and anger, but also the repercussions of all their secrets. Making matters worse, the “accident” is soon revealed to have been anything but. Now Lee, Amanda, and everyone else at the Agency are racing against time to save the rest of their family as well as another agent!

In Memory of Nia Laiki (1948-2024) · Acknowledgments · Afterword


Chapter List:

  1. Amanda: Break
  2. Lee: Not This
  3. Carrie: Counting
  4. Joe: Out of Time
  5. Lee: Making It
  6. Carrie: Worry
  7. Lee: Painkillers
  8. Billy: Ring of Truth
  9. Amanda: Fine
  10. Francine: Going South
  11. Lee: Frustration
  12. Amanda: Rusty
  13. Joe: Defiance
  14. Lee: Fighting Words
  15. Amanda: Connection
  16. Francine: Details
  17. Lee: Good Ideas
  18. Billy: Grateful
  19. Joe: Redux
  20. Carrie: Undercurrents
  21. Lee: Secrets
  22. Amanda: Developments
  23. Francine: Fouled
  24. Amanda: Out of Control
  25. Lee: Friendship
  26. Francine: Keeping Score
  27. Billy: Tough Love
  28. Carrie: Flight
  29. Joe: Timekeeping
  30. Amanda: Listening
  31. Lee: Decision
  32. Billy: Lasso
  33. Lee: Possibilities
  34. Amanda: Traditions
  35. Jamie: The Last Time

Acknowledgments:

No author writes in a vacuum, however much it might feel that way sometimes. With the caveat that all errors, omissions, and mistakes are my own, I would like to thank:

  • My beta readers, Orson Henry and Becky, for service above and beyond. They’re responsible for more improvements than I could ever list here.
  • My brother, Steven, a paramedic who did a medical review of Chapters 3-5, and who offered some great suggestions;
  • The Signum SPACE Creative Writing community, who constantly reassured me I wasn’t crazy, and who forgave me for hijacking my original “Novel in a Year” plan;
  • The Holy Ghost Writers, who also reassured me and kept asking how it was going;
  • All those folks who sent me questions, tweaks, typos, comments, and notes;
  • The SMK fandom, for welcoming a new writer with open arms; and, of course,
  • The cast and crew of Scarecrow and Mrs. King, without whom none of this could have ever been possible.

All good giving and every perfect gift is from above,
coming down from the Father of lights,
with whom there is no alteration or shadow caused by change.

James 1:17 [NABRE]